8. “Entropy”

i woke from safe dreams
my sight clear, and renewed
though haunted by mistakes
i saw what i must do
 
i’ve crossed so many boundaries
to get where i want to go
 
i took away their dignity
and spent it all where only i might know
 
so deep inside, i’m waiting to be fulfilled
and still i search to retrieve that tempered will
how could i be so blind to my fellow man?
while still i search to wipe the blood off my own hands
 
when people love
it lacks the virtue to open every door
 
it's so hard to find
the balance between each treasure stored
 
i know it's hard, but you can make it through
you’re on your guard, but don’t let the pain fool you
i know how it seems; you can never be restored
but this entropy is a price you can’t afford
 
reduce in me
this entropy
 
restore in me
his imagery